[okay, i believe you, but my tommy gun don't]

i am heaven sent
don't you dare forget
i am all you've ever wanted


-brand new


[coordinate brain and mouth]


random mash of feelings here:


i have approximately 17 days left here.
whoa baby.

i'm scheduling second interviews with schools in california.
i'm due for another job fair in 11 days.


oe is coming faster than i realized....and the waterfront at pendy is close on it's heels.


there are a million things to be excited about, but all i can think about are the things that i will be leaving.
i guess that's just more incentive to live it up while i'm here.


so tell me why, if i'm supposed to be focused on the here and now, am i nostalgic for all things and people chicago?



i'm just an emotional mess of contradictions. so what else is new.


i guess you could call it absolutely normal chaos.


and really, it keeps life interesting.